It was a very tiring day. I had to give a presentations that I have prepared for days in front of my colleagues. There were 35 of them coming to the session. I know that my part was just a little one. However, I always believe in the opportunity to inspire people.
To be ready for the presentation, I had to revise my slides all over again. Some may think that it is useless and I put too much effort in it. Well, I happen to be a workaholic and there is never too much work.
Everything did not come easy anyway. The night before the presentation something happened that made me feel so low as a human being. i felt that I failed to take care of myself. I felt like what I did so far in my life was not enough. It was never enough. I am just like that. When you feel that you are JUST like that, you will likely be JUST like that. It was very hard to pump myself up for the morning. I really had to do it myself. No words of encouragement from someone I really expect to have. I felt alone and low.
I managed to survive, though. I held my head high and went for the show. I did many things to help myself feel better. One of the things that I did was wearing a new sort of half shirt half sweater. It was black and it really helped me to go on with my ordinary life.
So, guys, if one day you feel low and all that, email me for my black sort of half shirt and half sweater, ok? :)