is it possible?
8:33 PMnabraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak
9:16 AMmy dreams on my bed
3:51 AMChanging states of mind
4:01 AMPUBLIC ENEMY--the movie
10:11 AMThe Hands of God in the elevator
7:19 AMJe VS Tukang Pijet
9:22 AMKuburan Cina, Bogor
6:12 AMthe 18 warriors
5:54 AM





Pas gw jalan2 ke Pontianak, gw diajakin Bos disana keliling2 kota naek avanza istimewa. Nyampeklah kita ke Vihara di daerah Siantan yang gw sampe sekarang g tau namanya. Hihihihi. Mungkin gw g care banget sama namanya coz waktu itu begitu masuk Vihara,...langung kagum abis2an sama patung2 yang ada disana. Ada patung yang familliar buat semua orang--Patung Budha and Dewi Kwan Im. Bagus banget bentuknya.
the three wise monkeys and their wiser sibling
11:55 PM
Gw lagi ngedelete file video dari laptop gw yang ternyata lama juga (maklum,...filenya 2 gigaan). Nah, ...sambil nunggu, gw coba browse2 history gitu lah. And gw nyasar ke the three wise monkey.
Tau dong kalo monyet2 itu adalah salah tiga dari monyet yang paling terkenal di dunia. Tapi apa elo elo semua pada tau sejarahnya?
Beginilah ceritanya (tapi janji jangan tidur, yeee!)
Semuanya mulai di Jepang. Jadi kayaknya sekitar abad 17 ada pahatan monyet2 ini di sebuah pintu kuil Thosogu. Selidik punya selidik, usut punya usut, ceret punya ceret, (elo punya apa? hihihihi) sebenarnya philosophi tiga monyet bijaksana itu asal usulnya bukan dari Jepang, tapi dari China.
Di China ad kalimat yang heboh banget dulu2nya yang bunyinya kayak gini (elo pura2 baca surat kayak yang di pelm2 India, ya. Hihihihi):
"Jangan melihat apa2 yang berlawanan dengan hal-hal yang pantas,...jangan mendengar apa2 yang berlawanan dengan hal2 yang pantas dan jangan membicarakan apa2 yang berlawanan dengan hal2 yang pantas."
Keren kan? Abis browsing2 ini, gw jadi mikir, (tumbeeeeeeeeeeeeeen!) kenapa gak ditambah satu lagi ya? Think no evil--jangan berppikiran apa2 yang berlawanan dengan hal2 yang pantas.
Kalo misalnya ditambah, nah,...peluang kerja tuh. Kirimkan CV atau Biodata serta pas foto pose "Think no evil" kamu yang paliiiiiiiiiiiing ekspresif. Langsung aja upload ke situs media storage seperti flickr, photobucket dan sejenisnya. Dapetin kode untuk kamu embed ke comment posting ini. Ingat ya,...yang paling ekspresif lah yang gua cari! Cepetaaaaaaaaaaaaan!
LOL
sources: internet :)
What I don't know will not hurt me
7:18 PMMOBI
10:43 AMAustralian Idol sadly smiling
5:40 PMThe Pontianak Thing
12:32 AMHeeeeeeeeeeeeelp!
11:53 PMselfish selfish me
6:24 PMwe serve,...we are not servant
5:48 PMa curse
1:24 AMwhat do you grow?
11:13 PMSurprising as each day can be, people keep on inspiring me in many ways they may not realize! One example began when I dared myself by promising to my Manager for six speakers in a row for one of our sharing programs. She asked me what I wanted in return and I said:
“Cake. Anything with Blueberry in it!” ( I got a thing with anything Blueberry )
My big mouth was my motivator. I see myself as someone who keeps promises. So, when I make a promise, I will try my very best to keep it. As a promise has made, I went to the journey of catching presenters.
To my dismay, it has been a hard time to find six presenters. i got some names but some of them MAGICALLY...turned busy—busy thinking of choosing one out of thousands of ideas to present, busy with their own personal job desc, being appointed as the writer for the new President’s speech, preparing red carpet for the alien invasion, handling International singer’s concert, making sure that the grass are green, painting the sky blue and other micellanious things SUDDENLY coming up.
Did I give up? ALMOST!!! But then I thought of the sweet sour (just like life) BLUEBERRY cake I have enjoyed the day before when my Manager had her birthday when I realized that GIVING UP is a feature I rarely use in my job. I kept on going.
On my way of fighting the war, I came across this well-motivated young lady who always looks like she has just finished taking a bath—fresh face, wet lips, blink-blink eyes and all that—with a very fresh (Boy! She is!) idea. However, she got nerve constipation which should be normal. She politely explained things to me and I got them. She said that I have been an “ICON” for developing people in my company. I just said that I was once lost and alone with no one to guide me and open doors of opportunities for improvement. And now that I am in a position of unleashing the potentials, I do so. Then she said the magical sentence that made me far more laid-back of a person. (More or less) The sentence was:
“The thing is..you grow people. You can’t expect them to bloom in one night.”
One of many rules of the game
2:52 AMI was smoking during the break and suddenly a car arrived and parked in front of me. My friend came out of the car and joined me smoking and talking trash.
"Where were you from?" J
"Chess practice." F (Friend)
"Who won? You?" J
"No,... I could win if I wanted to." F
"Hahahaha." J n F.
"Well,...here's the thing, if you always win, then nobody wants to play with you. What for? Gotta give up sometimes." F
"Got a good point there. You were making sense...today." J
"Hahahahaha." J n F.
The conversation ended up right there.But not my thought!

My inner-self made me think about what happened to me. Few happenings relate well to that several minute conversation. Here's one:
I feel like I often giving up to people's wish. I do things for others even though I do not really like. The thing is that, lately, I feel like winning. I want people for a once to do what I want. But I still do not get it.
To people out there,...you gotta let me have what I want and let me win sometimes!
Love IS all around!
2:20 AM
Ain’t love all around, guys?
DESKTOP CLEANER
2:07 AMI feel “itchy” when looking at someone’s desktop full of files and shortcuts. I feel “itchier” if I see them covering almost half of the desktop. Eeeeerrgggh!
OK, it got me into thinking. Why do we put all those files there, anw? Here are some answers I got from my friends:
“It’s the shortcut thing.”
“Didn’t have time to move them to where they belong.”
“It shows to my Boss that I ACTUALLY work.”
LOL LOL LOL
Well,...here’s what I think to those responses. I agree with the shortcut thing. It does save us a great deal of time to find a file. But still,... I myself put all of my shortcuts in one folder on my desktop. It says “OPEN IT, JE!” The folder contains my current works nad projects. Inside the folder, there is another folder that says “PRINT ‘EM OUT, JE!” since currently I am sharing a printer with a colleague (though rumor has it that I will get my owm this MONDAY. Yippppiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeee).
Just like other people, sometimes I just don’t have the time to move all the files on my desktop to where they should be. That’s why when I am running out of idea (my job requires me to think a lot. Ehm,...ehm,...) I spend my time—this sounds like Eminem’s song—Cleaning up my desktop. I put all their folders. I even categorized them into many—BOY they are many!!!-classification. Some people say that I am very tidy. Some others say I am very complicated. I say...what do you care!
So you Boss thinks that you don’t work? Hahahaha. No comment on that one
Whatever happens, I always try to have only one vertical line of files or software on my desktop. Here are the list of files or softwares on my notebook and what they represent:
COMPUTER—it’s everything, right?
AVAST—Gotta stay healthy!
ACER’s WIDGETS—All-in-one-click shortcut for my computer functions
J—my personal folders
GOOGLE CHROME—for internet use
SHORTCUT TO VLC MEDIA PLAYER—Gotta keep entertained!
YOU TUBE DOWNLOADER—finder...keeper!
OPEN IT, JE—My current works
FILES DOWNLOAD—Gotta know where the new files kept
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