Long time ago this year I sent a book to a publisher. I got turned down. I sent it to another publisher and the same thing happened. And for the thrid time, (which some say a charm) it got a No No again. Now, that book is lying down on my bed. Personally I love that book (which writers say the other way around about theirs, anw?). And I feel sad looking at my dream--who have helped me lose 20kgs just kying down there. I know i should not give up. But a part of me says that I have lost "it". I just hope that "it" comes back to me and make me band new to start all over again. Pray for me :)